I know it's been quite sometime since I've lasted posted here. As a matter of fact, ths will be the first blog post of 2011. Why? Haven't had much I wanted to share with the public!! I know. What's the point of having a damn blog post then, huh? Anyway....I'm back and fully rejuvenated in life!!
A few months ago, I posted a blog about my best friend in Memphis. Yes, my 6'8er knows about him. Every man I've ever met knows about my best friend. Why not? This man is a very, very important part of my life. Although we've had out ups and downs and our two signs seem to always crash...he's a Aries and I'm a Pisces, we ALWAYS find a way to get over the bullshit and remain the best of friends. He knows my every secret and I his. We've had a misunderstanding over a text in the last month or so which means no phone calls, texts, emails, tweets....nothing. When I'm pissed, I'm pissed. Anyway, he called me tonight out of the blue to say he missed me. WTF? It was good to hear that, especially from him, but it wasn't like some new revelation. At times, we have been each other's condfidant, backbone, the very essence of what makes each other sane in this crazy world of relationships. I hate the fact that we haven't talked because I missed out on some much. He is a new proud father of a healthy baby boy!! I'm so glad for him because he's always wanted children every since I met him. There are some issues with the babymama, as usual, but he's working on taking care of that and I'll be here for him as much as he needs me to be. See, one thing about him and from here on out I'll just refer to him as 'V'; is that he is a man's man. Never has he lied to me about anything. How do I kknow this to be true? Because I am a thorough investigator when it comes to the opposite sex and I can smell a damn lie when it comes out of their mouths. I credit all my mf-ing exes for this attribute to my senses!! With 'V', I would walk through all types of bullshit and to the ends of the Earth and back with him. I love him and have been in love with him for 6 years. Why are we NOT in a relationship? I don't want to ruin the friendship. We've been intimate and the whole 9, but I cherish the closeness we have as friends more than anything. We have our differences but the good thing about it is we always iron things out and become even closer. I can tell you this, if you fuck with me, you'll soon found out how deep our friendship is. A few years ago, he almost shot a guy at a club over me!! That's not bragging rights, that's the effen truth!! He's told me on several occasions that he would take a bullet for me anyday. And I would do the same for him. I miss him when we're not talking and I long for his lips, his expertise in the bedroom and his long, late night talks, but jeopardize an already good friendship-relationship...NEVER. God has placed this man in my life to help me walk through bullshit that I have suffered at the hands of other undeserving brothas. He's very harsh when it comes to telling me the truth about a situation and I am critical of his making fucked up decisions in his life. I know deep down that my love for him is the reason no other relationship quites work out, except with 6'8er and that's because he's mild-mannered and a real man also. My babies love both these men and have had been partially raised by them. But 'V' is the constant force in my life, Winter's god-father and NaShun's favorite 'uncle'. Almost perfect,huh? Only time will tell. But, until then, my love for this man will remain the same, never waivering for any other man because they can't give me what he gives me and that's unconditional love. I am glad for my friend's new bundle of joy because I know how he takes care of mine. I will let this blog serves as a homage to him because he deserves it and more. I won't be so long writing another blog. It's just that I have to be inspired, and'V' inspires the hell out of me. #thatisall
